The Carbonfools - Killing Time

I thought I would be able
Just to stand up on the table
And I
Shout it out so loud that I’m so strong and I’m so tough
To fight down all this madness
And throw away my sadness
And I thought I was the one
I thought I’m smart enough

But when my things fell into trouble
And I felt like ash and rubble
And I realized that nothing works so easy as I thought
And here’s a man just praying even all the gods betraying
I wish I could just move away from the sadness that you cause

But
If I put you down
The pain returns
If I pick you up
You just make it worse
If I rule your world
I’d forget mine
And I don’t want to live just killing time

How it got started I don’t remember
Felt really bad on that rainy December
I’m missing my sun
My sorrow just began
I couldn’t help it
I was looking for someone
I want to live not just rollin’ around
Just hold my hand let’s get lost and never found
I laugh hard work hard on my sorrow
I know it’s no today it’s always tomorrow

But
If I put you down
The pain returns
If I pick you up
You just make it worse
If I rule your world
I’d forget mine
And I don’t want to live just killing time